I never realized how dependent I am of having access to a computer, untill now, when I’ve gone almost a week without it…
The sun shines more strong and powerful than ever, and gives me the energy in which I’ve longed for the last 8 months or so. As my skin turns the colour it always was meant to be, and my spirits awaken more and more each day, I finally begin to feel like the person I was one year ago.
It’s the sun and the sea that does it. That first swim of the year, and I am Sofia again, just I was back then. And I like this Sofia. She has no care in the world.
I’m addicted to them both, the sea and the sunshine. I need the warming rays on my bare feet, I need the silence that one only can have when under the surface. It’s so beautiful. I feel beautiful. And it’s all organic, it’s all the way it’s supposed to be.
I get more eager to get up in the mornings. I exercise every day, dance my heart out before going out into the burning sun and burning up with it. I go to the beach, I let my hair turn into sea weed, I let it float freely, and I close my eyes, and wish that the moment would last forever.
They give me courage, the sun and the sea. Give me courage to send my manuscript out. Gives me courage to write about it here. Gives me courage to say that I’ve written a book.
I would never say it. It’s the sun that says it.
For I am married now,
to the sea,
the sun that warms it,
the sand it floats on,
the wind that carries the waves.
I am married now
to beauty.
